2# 6 The Invisible Man

      
            "That day, the man entered a room. But he didn't."


And so, the apple fell
But the prism broke
All sin, no color
Some smoke

Black, and whites
Laugh, and cries
Mourning, and evelings

The love, that didn't come up
The one, who never showed up

The song I never played
The man who never came



             T H E  I N V I S I B L E,  M A N
                            
                                 The one I waited, all along
                                The one who didn't, show up

3c #3 Who Am I

And then 'the only course left to a man is unconditional surrender.'

I am the child of dark, born in fire
And the haunting dream of a midnight summer

I am a man who mistook his wife for a hat
And the dog beneath your skin

I am the tulip gardener
And a broken cry

I am Moor's lost soul
And your found sigh

I am the clown of a valley
Half man, half woman

I am who I am
Who are you

 Z E U S

3a #4 Surgery Squares: (1) Cuts & Cracks

"Addiction is falling in love, seduction is rising in it.
People don't change, only time does.
Or does it?"

There were times when I just stood in the scorching confusion and drowning desire on the other end of the road hopelessly waiting for the magic that never happened.
The journey that wasn't there. The failure that didn't occur, or didn't it?

I like my drink black, but in that instance, all I wanted was some milk.


Here is the moment of creation
The mother singularity
The great bang

I am the pale-skinned, cold headed, heartless merchant of death.

I am the sensual creature of pleasure beneath the bloodthirsty, pain hungry warrior.


Irony is that the margins are clean and yet, everyone is yelling.

Y E L L O W,  R E D S,  &  B L U E S

3c #2 Conversations with Dr. Cockroach: (3a) Revenge

Tonight we meet 'a petty, unjust, unforgiving control-freak; a vindictive, bloodthirsty ethnic cleanser; a misogynistic, homophobic, racist, infanticidal, genocidal, filicidal, pestilential, megalomaniacal, sadomasochistic, capriciously malevolent bully.'

Welcome to the divine comedy
A radical fantasy 
The greatest show on Earth

Its the dance of roaches 
And I am the death of God
God of a replicating madness
The one who never was


I am a fanatic creed, born to a blithering lie
An exception to the rule, that proves the exception
A glacial fire in simmering waters
The other side of a mirror split

God kills God tonight
I am God's own revenge

L U C I F E R

'If you are sleepy, let me put you to sleep'

4 #3 Mortal, Motels, & More-tells: (3) Irony

            "The ark is broke

             The waters have taken over
             And its now that deep inside blue depths
             Are stirred the cold shadows"



Searing images, smoking curves
Frigid curtains, distant lures

Let the blinds unfold
The crimes untold
And through the night
Let the dark deluge us into Neverland

E L I X I R

3a #3 Surgery Spins (2)

"Cutting edge is when you are cutting at the edges and they are not yours"

Its about two organs
Pairs of them

The ones that matter, don't count
The ones that count, don't matter

S T R I N G S

4 #2 Mortal, Motels, & More-tells: (2) Motels

          "What separates the first and last is between
          After first, is behind and beyond
          After that, is upwards, backwards and again
          And then, there is distance"





A distant ship
On the far edge of an ocean
Doesn't disappear


It just goes into the horizon


Because the cell divides
And that is the rule

L I F E

2 #5 Mortal, Motels, & More-tells: (1) Mortal

"Poisoned bones, lost sphincters and a chocked airway"

You see, policemen are like control hungry freaks
The canines in the K-9s
The cruel duals
The drool tools

Like white cells
In black cloaks
Like bright masks
In a haunting obscurity

Guardians or slayers?
Killers who save the day
Or saviors that cave the night?

Lets have sanity for others
And yell insanity for our self-s
Less sadness for the ordinary
More madness for specials

Its wet, dark and dusty here
But thats what life is

"What would you like to order tonight?"

C H A O S

3c #1 Conversations with Dr. Cockroach: (2a) The Angel

"Every choice has a consequence"

Standing on that ledge
Gazing into the depths and darkness below

Staring into the absurd premises founding the lesser musings
Of the tribe - homos and stupids

Diving into the womb of that night

Down

Losing it in the dark of that gray

Beyond

Empty laughs, craving cries

Sagging smiles, sickening lies

A gulping void, a fractured gulf

In the maddening screams, in the widening lights

All he could see was this

"What drink would you like first up in the morning?"

De-cafe, Defects, and De-facts

T H E   L I V I N G   A B Y S S

3a #2 Surgery Spins (1b)

"Success is a fleeting moment. Failures are forever"

A passing shadow
A wuthering height
A creeping silence
A distant sight

A dance of colors
And the lights of a morning


There was a moment
When time was broken
And the darkness filled everything

S u t u r e s  today

3a #2 Surgery Spins (1a)

"What walks on four feet in the morning
Two in the afternoon
And three at night?"

A trip to the Greek museum
And some tales from real mythology

The gods, the heroes & the mortals
All of them & more

Its  P r e h i s t o r y

4 #1 BS: The Art of Sir Dirty Fraud

"All high is low down up"

And that is not a metaphor
But hey, you are

Beside a deepening
Sadness
Along the rising
Madness

Across the crumpled
Pages
Beyond the crippling
Words
Inside the stifling
Thoughts

Cures in crazy looks
Shores of static hooks

An elated distance
The deluded clocks

A science in the pattern of arranged
An art in behaviors of deranged

Nature is selective. Nurture is defective

Welcome to  B u l l s h i t !

2 #4 Of Rhythms & Resolutions

"One mysterious moment before space and time, the cat in a box of uncertainty took the quantum leap and ripped through the general relativity. It moved in a space of infinite black energy filling it with dark matter treading the light speeds"

Silence was killed, time stood still
And space distilled

In the moment of creation
A cosmos was born
And a universe was made

May be unfairly fair
To some of them
But fairly unfair
To all of us


Every beginning has an end
Except when the beginning is an end in itself



Welcome to the cosmic bizarre
We offer infinitely ever-expanding nothingness here

Inviting riddles, lusting depths
Smothering condensation, smouldering saturation

All relative to the speed of a constant

God just loves the dice
Doesn't he?

From C a r b - O n 2 S i l l y - C o n:
the Ditch-hacker's Guide to Venus, en route Mars

# 4 # Charlie Kaplan: Question, Answers & Exclamations

"Hi, I am Quad
The dick machine
I churn out nuts
I turn in butts"

So, you guys want to judge me
Sure, it works


Well, I like my act
As the mother of United Bitch Snipers of Pack-toon-istan




I am hot
Acidic on crotch

What about the rust?

You look cool
Arctic in drool

Will you like some tea?


Hey, dumbs of the world
I know my ways to the cookie-cutter application

Yeh, I do it on my terms
Online!

U p  y o u r s, a l l

2 #8 Conversations with Dr. Cockroach: (1) The Al-might-its

"Hi, kneel or no kneel?"
Sorry, that is not even a question

Doctor Cockroach now
I am here to talk
I can walk too
I have many legs

I was almighty
I am Al-might-g


Size the left tits
All the right bits


I am red in tooth & claw
The eye is blue in truth & law

Welcome to Natural Selection



Of poaching the Roach
Through the most fatal meme ever
With the great storyteller never
And the blind Watchmaker himself




Survival of the fittest?
No
Fittest of the Survivors

Shadows feed me
Summers creed me
Winters seed me
Radiation treads me

And then
Through the cockroach eyes
Arabian de-lights
Black, sugary & dipped in all divine

"Lots & goats, tonight I take you to the end of a species
And a rise of the specials"



B e g i n

3a #1 Surge-ons: Warriors, Architects & Rangers

"You can either mourn a death or death each mourn
We shall either life a moan or moan every life
They will either own some finite or finite all own

I chose the first, and I did the later
Yet if you look close
I did the first, and chose the later

You know why
Because I will never forget the turn of a decade
As it might be the twist of a century
At least that's what I want it to be"




... and then the l y m p h, ate her away

# 3a # A Face of Treason: The Dawn in Trinity

"We make our journeys, but our destinations choose us
What lies ahead is red, blue, gray
And finite
Yes, I am mortal
But so are you
Three words, one connection"

A u t o n o m y, M a s t e r y, 

P u r p o s e