3c #3 Who Am I

And then 'the only course left to a man is unconditional surrender.'

I am the child of dark, born in fire
And the haunting dream of a midnight summer

I am a man who mistook his wife for a hat
And the dog beneath your skin

I am the tulip gardener
And a broken cry

I am Moor's lost soul
And your found sigh

I am the clown of a valley
Half man, half woman

I am who I am
Who are you

 Z E U S

3a #4 Surgery Squares: (1) Cuts & Cracks

"Addiction is falling in love, seduction is rising in it.
People don't change, only time does.
Or does it?"

There were times when I just stood in the scorching confusion and drowning desire on the other end of the road hopelessly waiting for the magic that never happened.
The journey that wasn't there. The failure that didn't occur, or didn't it?

I like my drink black, but in that instance, all I wanted was some milk.


Here is the moment of creation
The mother singularity
The great bang

I am the pale-skinned, cold headed, heartless merchant of death.

I am the sensual creature of pleasure beneath the bloodthirsty, pain hungry warrior.


Irony is that the margins are clean and yet, everyone is yelling.

Y E L L O W,  R E D S,  &  B L U E S

3c #2 Conversations with Dr. Cockroach: (3a) Revenge

Tonight we meet 'a petty, unjust, unforgiving control-freak; a vindictive, bloodthirsty ethnic cleanser; a misogynistic, homophobic, racist, infanticidal, genocidal, filicidal, pestilential, megalomaniacal, sadomasochistic, capriciously malevolent bully.'

Welcome to the divine comedy
A radical fantasy 
The greatest show on Earth

Its the dance of roaches 
And I am the death of God
God of a replicating madness
The one who never was


I am a fanatic creed, born to a blithering lie
An exception to the rule, that proves the exception
A glacial fire in simmering waters
The other side of a mirror split

God kills God tonight
I am God's own revenge

L U C I F E R

'If you are sleepy, let me put you to sleep'